Sunday, June 5, 2011

think you'll understand



I was scrolling through my friend's YouTube channel, and found this in her favorites. I didn't expect much of it for some reason, but fifteen seconds later, I was kissing the feet of my patience because damn.

This just... this awakened a lot of feelings in me, and I instantly started bawling. The whole song is so personal, and warm, and tender, and gentle, and it just feels like I'm staring at the face I love above all other faces, and there's so much light everywhere (I've said this somewhere in this blog, but – light is my favorite existing thing ever, so that's saying a lot), and all that sunlight is just hitting his face so right. And all I can do is stare because everything is so perfect.

It feels like I'm in a park and we're on a bench and his head is on my lap and my hand is absentmindedly playing with his hair, and the other is holding a book up to my eye-level, and he's humming or something, or trying to talk to me, or tapping away on his phone, and it's just. I can live in that scene forever.

I don't even know, dear readers.

I just love her voice, and this song, and the things it makes me think of.

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